InsaneJournal

Physical Description: Lily is a little weird in the way she dresses, because she looks almost always like a walking anachronism. Her style is the closest to the golden era of cinema and a bit of post-war (1940s-1950s) as it can be. She has long hair, which she wears either black and straight, or red and styled in the way of Veronica Lake and the likes. In sum, Lily likes to dress up, and takes a long time to make sure she's perfect.

Personality: Lily is a dreamer, always has been and always will be, despite the tough spots she's gone through. She is sweet, soft spoken and affable, and has a fragility to her that is very hard for her to hide. There are absolutely no violent tendencies in her, although she can get a little crazy. However, 'getting a little crazy' for Lily means things along the lines of singing and dancing in the middle of street, for instance. She is quiet until she gets to know someone a little better - then she's very friendly and open, and until very recently she was somewhat sheltered when it came to toughing it out on her own. She has never really had to do that. Deep inside her there's a daring spirit and a wild side that she's only experiencing now, although very cautiously; she figures since she's already here, she might as well do all the things she dreamed of doing but never thought she would really get to do. Really she's trying very hard to heal her heartbreak, which is proving itself difficult due to the mild depression that weaseled its way into her recently. Finally, Lily has a deathly fear of wasting her life with nothing to show for it.

Special Skills/Abilities: Singing, knitting and speaking French

Personal Weaknesses: Unwanted - It's how she feels, and really it's what she is. Out of her family, her mother used to be the only one who accepted her in full, and even that's gone since she came back. Everybody else calls her 'weirdo' amongst other things because of the way she dresses, and she'll always be the 'other daughter' to her step-siblings as well as her parents' new partners. And now, even Drew, whom she thought was the love of her life, seemed to think her worthless if he went and did what he did virtually the second he landed in New York. (that's not exactly how it happened, but it's what she sees)

Hurt - Everything, from her family to her ex-boyfriend has taken such a toll on Lily when put together that she can't get over how hurt she is, at the moment. It affects her deeply in everything she does.

Naive - Because of being such a dreamer with her heart on her sleeve, Lily trusts too easily and sees the best in everything while overlooking the worst. Too bad the worst tends to win out when push comes to shove, and she's nowhere near ready for it when it hits.

Crippling fear of failure - Lily is so afraid of her life being wasted, of failing and of herself and her life not living up to her own expectations that at times she doesn't even move, so as to make sure she doesn't fail. She wants things, and wants to be good at things, but Lily is sure she couldn't handle any more disillusionment, so sometimes she just misses out.

Personal Strengths: Soul - It's what she has the most, in her voice and in her personality. She's charismatic but sad and fragile, and it gives her a certain something that is quite special.

Dreamer - While this could be bad in certain circumstances the truth is this is the thing deep seated in her that doesn't let her lose hope. The fact that she can always dream, because dreams are free of charge, and then maybe try to make them real.

Sexuality: Mostly straight

Passenger

Traveling With: Alone

The room

G DECK - 8201 - The Phoenix

The Phoenix is a grand, lovely room, that immediately transfers its occupant to a mythical place. The floors and furniture are all dark wood, with warm-colored cushions and upholstery. The walls are grandly panted in every inch, to depict a brilliant blue sky, and more importantly, a giant fiery-colored Phoenix. A golden sun-shaped lighting fixture is in the center of the ceiling. The main room features a loveseat and two armchairs, as well as a flat screen TV on the opposite wall. The balcony doors are also in the mainroom.

The Phoenix theme continues in the bathroom, the fiery-colored tiles cover both the floor and counters.

The bedroom is near identical to the main room, although it has a night theme instead of a day one. On the walls, the phoenix soars through sparkling constellations - fiber optic lights are over the bed and are in the shapes of actual constellations. The queen size bed is decked out in white and almost looks like an inviting, fluffy cloud.

PB: Paloma Faith
Handwriting: Pea Pea Biggio